i know theres a pretty smellin world somewhere
and I know there's some friendly air beyond
where I'm fetal and afraid
its hard to see when i'm too far inside me
there's some accidental good sometimes
be quick to drink from that spring

This is the stagnant Groundhog day
this is the way you age
when you dont pick your spot
and spin dizzy
but not crazy enough to be taken away
just ignored and punished passion
wilted talent salad
a shovel handle manhood sentence
sunburnt drunk and desperate